... I had already reported the 2 new. As of today there are 5 ..
The talks, the English, is also called Carlos. He lived for a time in the States because his mother was an American conductor. We get along very well, him and David, I just bring in a little German. Today we sat down and listened to German music. All across the board: July, Nena, Rammstein, Bushido ... what you hear just needs .. (Especially Bush), I then translated ... I could feel the enthusiasm, you realize that it broadens their horizons.
Carlos is 22, he told me that he is consumed drugs since he was 9, and lives on the street since he was 13 ... Then at 20 he has procured a job and rented an apartment .. People who additionally English speak, is made easy to find work. There are many call centers, you google "globalization" and so ... He deserves so good, so had a normal life until just the drug addiction. He added it would be excessive rather, everything has been across the board. Much earlier robbed, marijuana, crack cocaine smoked, injected cocaine and crack (boiled with alcohol, so it goes, I've learned today), glue sniffing (when there was no money), several suicide attempts with cracks, overdose ... etc. pp. Now he is taking pills because his body sometimes goes on strike. Last week he was stabbed by an unknown assailant with a knife in the side, looked like pain, the wound ... He was on the night Road on consume, just at the wrong time, wrong place. That sounds all pretty awesome, although he was aware of his problems. This is his 16th place rehab stay (!!!). He told me that he has resumed contact with his family and that last year his first Christmas in 10 years was with the family, it felt good, "he said. "Before I turn running around barefoot in San Jose, I'd rather die." A really interesting guy, but unfortunately has very little love left over for yourself!
We've talked about Carlitos, that some things, such as mouth, for it is nothing serious. Carlos told me that he also taught get, that has many bad things are ok just because his mother was addicted to drugs. Carlitos case, since even very hard, because how to make one - in age - almost adult values, which are totally opposite to his previous ones?
Carlos told me that he can not celebrate normal. Once he starts, he is shortly thereafter from his money on alcohol. Or stop only when he passes out. We talked about the fact that these are just the thoughts of a drug addict, I'm thinking of her normal, I said. Laughing, then came "You're not normal. In a weird but cool way ... that's not normal to have you here with me, sits at the center. And do not believe in God ...". I would have to run once a tally how many times I've heard.
David told me yesterday at dinner, that he came to the drug addiction because his brothers and stepfather are related and his mother ever so "annoyed" is, precisely because it was concerned about him. It has annoyed him so that he has finally begun to bear their talk. Too bad, he said, he never did drugs ... In addition, his mother probably rather be a girl instead of him would have had as a boy. This has probably gives him a small crack. Sometimes he would kill his mother. He said, "I'm not really normal. This is not normal a thought! ".. where he is right ...
Another is New 18, forget names, I think speaks to a lot of smoke pot (not that otherwise will not talk about drugs) and is in his own words over 30-year Gringas. "They are simply more mature," and so ... mother substitute, otherwise I can not even tell me something. When I told him then that I was 19, said he only pejorative "ahhh ... una chiquita "," Well, just not more than you do. "about his laughter of others * direct, it seems to me to give plus points that you notice it again and again.
The" quiet New "seemed at first very much in the vice versa. It is also my age, seemed still very likeable, so I forced him a few times to conversations with me, but it was nice because of my smile, that I have always laid back in the day, but has probably fallen somewhat.
Initially, when new arrive, you think sometimes that have a defensive attitude towards me. But mostly it's just that they wait until they know who and how I am until you get to know them, then they are quite different from the beginning. Maybe they've all somehow learned to observe everything first before you approach someone. If you are in a group, and I interact with others, I find the new then also somehow very cool. Do you just say ... it is yes. If you then conversations with them out alone, you learn it better. When they realize it is not a psychologist and has interest in them, they are very open, with their persons and their problems, too. In general I am of the others usually presented as a "blessing" or "Boxer", or both. I have already obtained directly sympathy! The New
never talked to me, if I had not approached him. Why I was here, he asked, and for whom I would do it. I do it for me, I said, but other people will also benefit, makes me happy. "So you do it not for God?" Here we are again on the subject! "No, not for God ."... He was very funny. and why because I had no friend. Silence. "I do not understand that a beautiful woman like you has no friend ."... "Yes. I will not stop," the standard answer to the "I would like to have friend like you" comments, and generally to prevent further inquiries. Too much information is then too much, and in one of the first conversations, it is not just right. Secretly, I can not explain the phenomenon of my single life itself. But before I wrap myself from a Latino to let the finger, and afterwards with a border that has next to me, another friend, I'd rather stay single. Haha. Since I have to laugh smooth.
I would still like to know times, how many times a day, a Latino, the words "que guapa, que cosita mas linda, que bonitos tus ojos, Ay Mamita" or "rica, mami" is on its own. A Latino who works in the street probably 38876487 times!
work here felt the way most people on the street. Everywhere there are stalls with fruits and vegetables to sell people things every day in buses, ostensibly for poor children or for drug projects. But sometimes it's just because of the sale. At each bus stop is at least one person, the little chip packages for the equivalent of 20 cents, sold or nuts, or something. With me on the bus to El Carmen de Guadalupe always an elderly man walks by the banks and calls softly "rica, rica, y la gelatina hielhelado" ... He sold water ice and Jell-O and greets it all the women he knows her from seeing the men of course not.
I noticed that all the men here love the women. also clear that the German men. But it is so that men will find all women beautiful. Some more than others, but they are all pretty! In the bus I take out regularly the right to enter from all men. But mostly I have the right to take the first not at first because they bide me. Then I get on with my big sports bag, and you're on one, and leaves me sitting there. Thank you!
Just as the daily monitoring by the boxing training. Is simply a matter of course that one is accompanied by a woman. Many also carry my bag, some pay the bus for me and if I accidentally falls down a bit, I do not need as long as in Germany wait on it that I am a man picks up my things. Just as it should be with, or contradicts me anyone? Maybe I'll try, if you would also massage my feet. I think so, why not. Sometimes I bet secretly with myself, what man bends down to first ... then I drop something! My gap year indicated.
The taxi drivers who want to know whether I want a ride shouting "Taxi, reina?", Which means such as "Taxi, Queen?" means. Since you want to enter but smooth.
Nevertheless one has to get used to it that one of the first comments is a new acquaintance of the male sex, that I look pretty, great eyes or similar ... then after that the question of whether I am free, or that competition is here ... I mean, if I have a friend of course. It's amusing, sometimes I take the comments already anticipated, we see it in their faces if they send you soon a compliment, "Well, my eyes or ?"... "Nice I look, or ?"... "Do you like me now?" Understand all the obvious with a smile, but they do not usually my smile, and the question is, however, reinforced the comments and only one indicated yes, that one wants to hear it. But then I have no problem with ...
Back to the new one. Another new, 28 years, he was estimated to be 23, Esteban, is also quite nice so far. He has tattooed the name of his son in his arms. This has been really a lot of us. Papi, so that would make me really happy the way, if you get my name tattooed can also use your arm. I call that money well spent.
Another is probably David, where he has presented me with some hard to pronounce name. He came today, had long hair. That's always what if then they must have ne bald. He's also very likeable, even back in my old age.
would ask me every day, because when I bring my camera to shoot pictures. Since then I have to print some pictures with my left, have photos of me and won with enthusiasm. When you open the closed doors of the closed door wall in a dormitory, flashing images everywhere out of myself. Therefore regularly the comment of the New "I have seen a picture of you, really pretty."
The old Carlos, who has problems with his memory, yesterday I put some motivational words to my heart. He said he had not had time to learn. I told him then 2 Class that it was enough to get 20 minutes a day. This is efficient enough. He was motivated to express his appreciation, and then asked again today how much he should learn for today.
have in recent days, I often get comments about my striking good English. Can indeed be nurnoch better! So that if one is forced daily to compete against 30 drug addicts from the street, and then also have to think a thousand times fast answers to all the comments. The ghetto-slang I understand quite well. If you want to be taken then time really seriously, slang and throws a few comments in the space one is directly one of them! Brother and so on! But then not so very brother. Just something special.
I am grateful for the comments, I thought it read any of my monologues, so it probably is obvious but no monologues.
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