For a long time today was really something going again. We're usually around 20 people in the center, because the remaining work out and come back when I'm long gone there. Today we were about 40 that day were in the center. This was among others also because so many new ones are there, and the new are first concerned with work in the center and leave the first project.
The new David has now tried to weave me a Bauernzopf, but unfortunately not quite work out. He said it was because my hair is cut stage. Secretly, I believe, however, that my grandmother Maria have done it would! Still, it was nice that he has worked so long with my hair and took me to also combed.
Johnny now had time to work not outside, so I've seen him today for the first time this week. He's a funny thing, but now he uses a rather strong personality and his predatory career can be quite intimidating. I'm trying to obstruct his Einschüchterversuche by I just me myself and represent my views and desires without letting myself be influenced by words. Thus I need not have to worry if she likes what I do or say, or not. That works fine as long as you believe that own ideas are the right people. He often asks people, ex-interns, people who work outside or if I once again take a trip to Limon (Kiff-state point 1) do to bring him a joint. I fight myself a strictly against it and although he was initially snapped always seem to accept it after all. He must ultimately yes.
Today I am sitting down with David and Carlos and begin teaching German. Basic expressions "How are you" etc. and the verbs "be" "have" and "must" were announced today. David is very diligent in learning, he treats me like a princess, "do what you want, Benita ."... precisely in such Situations, I ask myself before him on the street, he robbed people on the street has lived and consumed. It was time for my stolen cell phone, but I should put it between the breasts, where it is not stolen. In this context, he told me that he has been deprived of women and has them stolen the mobile phone between the breasts. Earlier, of course, everything used to be ... And so once again he tells a story of how he has accidentally stabbed a man to the ground as he wanted to rob them and this has resisted. David was on drugs and has only just thought about how to procure the next drug. And so one eats me out of my hand ... can probably only Positive meaning for me.
Before I left I gave Carlos then this ...
He then told me very shy, he has something for me, but do not know whether he should give it to me. It should not be misunderstood, even by the others. I just thought 'I've often been through here. I know how it runs when it is learned that someone gives me gifts, or I speak with a person more than the others. " I told him he should not worry. More and comments will come upon those to whom I give much attention, or dealing with me. I see it, but rather as jealousy on. Everyone would like to receive much attention, but it is simply, first, I can not share me, and secondly, there are characters with whom you get along better than others. If someone signals that he likes me, as he gives me much attention, of course honored me, and I am therefore friendly to the person who is not? Leiman recently made any comment on Rodolfo stenkernden (when he was still in the center) (we have finally worked for many weeks together in the kitchen) and me because we have a lot of talk. If he throws it against a similarly flippant comment term to indicate that the whole is one thing, the judge should just not at all, is something like "Benita did you already changed quite at the beginning you were different .."... you can feel jealousy. Because if you then it comes in, and want to know how he thinks that is just "Oh nothing ... just forget it ...". So they try to manipulate you. Many thoughts do you do in such situations, how should one react, how did they respond. Ultimately, I'm 90 percent sure that I react properly and I therefore have such or similar statements garkeine only need to worry. I enjoy attention just as I must reveal my limits when it is too. The hard job of Benita Rose. That was a bit ironic, but it's hard to believe: It IS hard! They are all out quickly astray. If you are a cherished a brief friendly hug, does not mean that each of the Interns must embrace and touch me. Sure, they all want, but that is not so easy to signal in every little situation when something is too much. One tends to make small situations in mind, but now they smell more chances to find even more. Unfortunately, this is the bitter truth of my being in rehab. But I'm learning for life, I probably can not hurt.
pictures of yesterday, Leiman and Carlitos:
he likes me better than on the road ...
This morning my Abuelos gone to Miami with my host aunt. The house had been cleaned and I'm already excited to see how it will look in 10 days. I am convinced that neither Jessie nor Valeria cook or clean, may get other guest makes my aunt. She has now offered me directly that I can always come to them when I have such hunger and no food in the house. She would not cook as good as my grandma, but still. I was very fond of her. In the house I have even been charged with the laundry the kitchen, I'll try to keep as clean as possible. How so all the time. Otherwise, I'm excited! When I got home, it was unusually quiet. One notices, however, that the grandmother neatly wind brings in the booth.
Valeria'm still not a departure date, time and again it is changed, then the project does not like her or any other problem occurs. We will see ...
Today I had dance classes again. Merengue, Salsa and Swing make super fun, the rest, bolero, mambo and cha cha cha are also fine. After the course was my dance partner and friend, while Michael and I once again in our regular-after-the-bar-dancing class, where the Mango Colada is best without alcohol. There we are in regular from about news in the life and the like. has
morning Johnny invited me. His family wants to meet me again. His aunt, I know, because she had then picked up from the center. Sunday, I have arranged with Johnny and Rodolfo. Together we go to church and then spend some time in the center. Allan ex Koch has also been announced. The other Allen, the taxi driver wants to sign up, maybe he stops by sometimes.
I'm very excited ...
The new David has now tried to weave me a Bauernzopf, but unfortunately not quite work out. He said it was because my hair is cut stage. Secretly, I believe, however, that my grandmother Maria have done it would! Still, it was nice that he has worked so long with my hair and took me to also combed.
Johnny now had time to work not outside, so I've seen him today for the first time this week. He's a funny thing, but now he uses a rather strong personality and his predatory career can be quite intimidating. I'm trying to obstruct his Einschüchterversuche by I just me myself and represent my views and desires without letting myself be influenced by words. Thus I need not have to worry if she likes what I do or say, or not. That works fine as long as you believe that own ideas are the right people. He often asks people, ex-interns, people who work outside or if I once again take a trip to Limon (Kiff-state point 1) do to bring him a joint. I fight myself a strictly against it and although he was initially snapped always seem to accept it after all. He must ultimately yes.
Today I am sitting down with David and Carlos and begin teaching German. Basic expressions "How are you" etc. and the verbs "be" "have" and "must" were announced today. David is very diligent in learning, he treats me like a princess, "do what you want, Benita ."... precisely in such Situations, I ask myself before him on the street, he robbed people on the street has lived and consumed. It was time for my stolen cell phone, but I should put it between the breasts, where it is not stolen. In this context, he told me that he has been deprived of women and has them stolen the mobile phone between the breasts. Earlier, of course, everything used to be ... And so once again he tells a story of how he has accidentally stabbed a man to the ground as he wanted to rob them and this has resisted. David was on drugs and has only just thought about how to procure the next drug. And so one eats me out of my hand ... can probably only Positive meaning for me.
Before I left I gave Carlos then this ...
He then told me very shy, he has something for me, but do not know whether he should give it to me. It should not be misunderstood, even by the others. I just thought 'I've often been through here. I know how it runs when it is learned that someone gives me gifts, or I speak with a person more than the others. " I told him he should not worry. More and comments will come upon those to whom I give much attention, or dealing with me. I see it, but rather as jealousy on. Everyone would like to receive much attention, but it is simply, first, I can not share me, and secondly, there are characters with whom you get along better than others. If someone signals that he likes me, as he gives me much attention, of course honored me, and I am therefore friendly to the person who is not? Leiman recently made any comment on Rodolfo stenkernden (when he was still in the center) (we have finally worked for many weeks together in the kitchen) and me because we have a lot of talk. If he throws it against a similarly flippant comment term to indicate that the whole is one thing, the judge should just not at all, is something like "Benita did you already changed quite at the beginning you were different .."... you can feel jealousy. Because if you then it comes in, and want to know how he thinks that is just "Oh nothing ... just forget it ...". So they try to manipulate you. Many thoughts do you do in such situations, how should one react, how did they respond. Ultimately, I'm 90 percent sure that I react properly and I therefore have such or similar statements garkeine only need to worry. I enjoy attention just as I must reveal my limits when it is too. The hard job of Benita Rose. That was a bit ironic, but it's hard to believe: It IS hard! They are all out quickly astray. If you are a cherished a brief friendly hug, does not mean that each of the Interns must embrace and touch me. Sure, they all want, but that is not so easy to signal in every little situation when something is too much. One tends to make small situations in mind, but now they smell more chances to find even more. Unfortunately, this is the bitter truth of my being in rehab. But I'm learning for life, I probably can not hurt. pictures of yesterday, Leiman and Carlitos:
he likes me better than on the road ...
This morning my Abuelos gone to Miami with my host aunt. The house had been cleaned and I'm already excited to see how it will look in 10 days. I am convinced that neither Jessie nor Valeria cook or clean, may get other guest makes my aunt. She has now offered me directly that I can always come to them when I have such hunger and no food in the house. She would not cook as good as my grandma, but still. I was very fond of her. In the house I have even been charged with the laundry the kitchen, I'll try to keep as clean as possible. How so all the time. Otherwise, I'm excited! When I got home, it was unusually quiet. One notices, however, that the grandmother neatly wind brings in the booth.
Valeria'm still not a departure date, time and again it is changed, then the project does not like her or any other problem occurs. We will see ...
Today I had dance classes again. Merengue, Salsa and Swing make super fun, the rest, bolero, mambo and cha cha cha are also fine. After the course was my dance partner and friend, while Michael and I once again in our regular-after-the-bar-dancing class, where the Mango Colada is best without alcohol. There we are in regular from about news in the life and the like. has
morning Johnny invited me. His family wants to meet me again. His aunt, I know, because she had then picked up from the center. Sunday, I have arranged with Johnny and Rodolfo. Together we go to church and then spend some time in the center. Allan ex Koch has also been announced. The other Allen, the taxi driver wants to sign up, maybe he stops by sometimes.
I'm very excited ...
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