First a few details that you certainly want to read too, it just happens so much, because you can one or the other more or less important detail ever forget.
Roy, I even know you some time ago had met on the bus, was recently spanked the center to visit. I was just a little earlier than I was called from the gate of a person, it was Roy. He told me to wunk, looked very smart, clothing style, with sunglasses and completely modern. He brought three Wilberth bread, why and what I did not understand, but I did not care. He told me that he now only sometimes sleeps in the other rehab center, mostly with his mother in Alajuelita. He still sells things on buses, this time he had this sticker. He sent me down for 2 sticker sheets in hand, "for you .."... Benita then he wrote me a note with his number and the small note "from 6 clock call in the evening ... I should speak up. I'll do it not, why? but still was a nice gesture, I am glad that he's OK.
Jose, you might not remember him, he is one day before my first day got there. He had me until recently regularly given chocolate and letters written. Oh right, the first love letter. Mitlerweile he has given me his feelings of love over to another person. A girl who lives in Alajuelita and eats regularly at Funda Vida. Funda Vida is also a social organization, they include well represented in the center. Every day there is cooked and children and mothers who have little money for food, can lunch there, the children play well. To get this Essstelle must be carried by the center, almost running up the hill. At Funda Vida by then the entrance to the church. In any event, the Queen of Hearts by Jose eat there every day and so they have probably met. He regularly writes her letters and now even he is bubbling with good humor. Friday, he then had a love bite. Whether I have anything against allergy I was asked, I am only became aware of them. According to him, he has this mark but not by the girlfriend, but he got him Pavas. To Pavas later. There he worked at night with Guillermo as a night watchman. He fell asleep and during the he kissed a woman, probably a friend of Guillermo, who had invited this on the neck without it or did he knew, of course. All this according to Jose. He would believe himself that it is happening. I've just anyway accepted me and amused as he tries to make his neck look more red, so it really looks like allergy. Really fun!
to Pavas Now, I thought I had already told them, but I'm not sure .... The pastor has a project in Pavas. Pavas is a part of San Jose, where it is quite dangerous, for there is much poverty and many drugs (stimmt. I've seen it). There is a facility Pastor of the dressing can be straight, in which there is a soccer and basketball courts and a playground for children or intended to give the whole thing is under construction. There will be even meals there, working on a kitchen. Some Interns must therefore help in this project. Some have to work there during the day and help build, like Kevin, have two people at night and guard the premises. It seemed strange, then I was told that there all night, people would use drugs if no minders were there. At night there are always two interns on site. Last week I added Jose, says that before the site someone was shot, as he has just worked, and his Father was so very worried when he heard "Man shot in Pavas." And yes there where Jose was so straight. Details, he did not know the circumstances. For about a week, the pastor has even taken me then there. It is a fairly large area, almost like a small park, is certainly a nice place to play and eat. On the way back we went through some times of districts Pavas down that seemed Slumähnlich. If there were houses, they were small and dirty. Most of the huts were made of corrugated iron, you could see many children on the street and you could see the poverty people. Quite deliberately, the pastor has therefore chosen this area for such a project.
saturday I was so with Johnny at home. His mother and his little sister (4 months old) were not here unfortunately, but his aunt, grandmother, sister, cousin and brother got to know me. Aunt I already knew. Somehow, all lived there, as here even. Little privacy is as announced, why do it here all the way, I still do not understand quite. Everyone was very friendly to me and asked Johnny's grandma, if I would often times come. Johnny later I said then, according to his grandmother, I was a very pretty and nice. I can probably do quite well anyway.
... another drawing of Johnny. If one likes me because sometimes not. Sunday I had then with Rodolfo, Johnny, and Raquel, the Tica-girlfriend, who was a year in Germany last year agreed to worship in my project. We did not stay long, but time for a "few" photos remained. The two Allan did not come, said David introduced me to his mother, who was living here in my block in Guadalupe. She has offered to take me home with you. Since we still wanted to go to San Jose, I said no thanks.
Carlitos right, left, sells, usually near the bus stop from my home on the street fruit or vegetable ...
David. Mitlerweile he has increased somewhat, Thank God, even if it does not look like that. A month ago, when he came to the center, he looked worse. As bad as he was then seen many people in Alajuelita, crack crack crack crack crack ....
2 weeks ago, David has given me a stuffed animal. This was shortly after Allan left the project. A sheep in which one can get a baby sheep from the bottom. Yes! Very cute! He said he had received from his brother. I then told him he should keep it but please, it's finally his brother. Then he said that he found it indeed sweet, but a bit gay to sleep with them. "And besides, Allan will understand when I tell him that first I gave the sheep did, because I love you very much have ... "
all the" stare "when I have pictures with all! You feel like a star. Somehow, I'm one too.
call Leiman anything on.
Kevin ... we'll see, unfortunately only on Sundays, because he works during the day in the week in Pavas. He is 18 and has a 2 year old daughter with a 30-year-old. Sunday, he was pissed because the mother of his daughter wanted him to spend time with his daughter. Whatever. more remains unknown. It sounds like it just the problems and tries to cheer her up as best we can.
left the 18 year old who stands for something older Americans, the right of the other David, who has tried Friday on my Bauernzopf!
The Nutty Maikol, he was still in love with me, he told me yesterday.
One of the many Carlos' ... of the "I love you" note and the stab wound on the side.
Johnny ...
Johnny and Johnny ... I still can keep the two men, so much so I have not increased!
quite right David. Above the shield is by Funda Vida, straight go to church.
Johnny with a bald head, why is well known ..
cleaned up the church after the service
dining room before lunch. Juan talks forward. 
Alajuelita, left the rehab.
the school next to the center .. from there are many children and mothers to eat. Here, on Sundays, only "chusma" playing basketball.
Carlitos! 
Juan
Jimmy. That was yesterday, today he had a bald head again, because he has blazed. Unbelievable.
Rodolfo and Johnny waiting at the bus stop. One may not believe it, they were waiting for me.
San Jose, Avenida Central, Sunday afternoon, a break dance group perform on.
I and one of my bodyguards.
Parque Central, which is on my way to work.
Teatro Nacional. 
Plaza de la Cultura
Avenida Central.
Today I had a very interesting conversation with David. As for drugs he is very experienced, not only is he a drug addict, but also his two brothers and his father is an alcoholic, he knows the words with the psyche. He told me how to manipulate and lie all addicts. I had heard that before, in Germany, and again, I noticed a few times, especially because I have already anticipated this and have put so much faith in all not yet so secure statements. Anyway, he told me about this same survival strategy, on the street and then also a drug addict you have same or similar kind of food, drugs . Come You can tell already, that most people have two personalities there. In the center, or with me, they are super sweet, attentive, etc., but of stories, we know that they are on the road other people. I would personally address the most out of my project is not so much as unknowns in the street. This can already conclude that behind every still something infected.
David and I talked briefly about Jimmy, because the end is indeed his brother Allan left. David is angry with Jimmy, his solution is: he wants to go to him with a knife. When I held him and then completely shocked myself a little sour about this idea a dressing that I'm completely not at all favor and make me very angry, would the whole thing with a long and detailed explanation why, he was then kleinbei, probably to get me not to talk further. Later went to steal it, that some plug in, also at the center, things just lying around, or similar Then David said, "If you happen to you, then tell me who it was, then I call to friends of mine ... they will kill him. I should not do these things so, or you will become so acidic, but I have Friends who can make it for me. " HMM!
Anyway, I think the conversation has only made me more sensitive to lies and manipulation. Johnny, for example (the one still in Project), then asks me all the time to buy him a rope, with which he can make jump rope for sports. I then told him my trainer sells for about 2 € if he wants one, I can get him if he gives me the money. He often asked if I could not buy him. Until now I've gone out of the way of confrontation, but today I told him then told him that I would not buy the cable, since it makes no sense to me that he regularly got money for joints but not for the rope. Indirectly, I would also support that therefore drugs. He wanted to make me a bad conscience, as I would want to give anything, is after all not so much money (by the way it's more money for the people here than in Germany ...). However, it's me, purely a matter of principle, less about the money.
any event .... I had this idea with lying, etc. even before I got here, but forgets or Displace so things sometimes when you are so wrong on a daily basis with everyone there and almost quasi interconnected lives. One thinks containing different than most places but it is still just at the same level. Is after all what else ... but quite interesting.
The first strange for me pray before dinner, mitlerweile it is this:
